shit

at 2 am this morning my grandmother died.
when i was a kid, she used to come out to the cottage with my dad and i for 2 weeks straight. we would just hang out for 14 days straight. we would make food together, relaxe together, play card games together, i drew a lot when she knit. about 5 years ago she stopped comming out because of her health. then 2 years ago my mom and i went out to visit her in guelph ontario. i haven't seen her since and i feel like shit. i didn't get a chance to say goodbye or anything. she was a wonderful woman and i hope she's somewhere happy.